I dreamt him. It wasn’t an online date or a set up or someone I met in a bar.
I gathered my abundantly blossoming Jasmine and put it by my bed while sleeping and let me tell you it served me a hundred times plus my membership dues for any of those dating sites!
He was lovely! We were on our second date and I was in his apartment which was sunny beyond the measure of light in NYC.
I was super flirtatious which means I was comfortable and attracted to him.
I was leaning on his couch which was old and had a high back bathed in sunlight.
I undid the top button on my blouse! A tight corset that (I do not own mind you! I am looking for it!)
I leaned in and kissed him sweetly. He was reserved and I was aware I kissed him first....he kissed me back more passionately.
Then he broke away first and he spoke... “It is such a crime that you are alone.”
I was incensed immediately “What do you mean? Your alone? Why is it a crime that I am alone? What’s the difference?”
He paused he took me in and paid attention to me on every level.
“It is my belief you are designed for relationship. Your entire being breathes and craves togetherness with another....we are not all like this.”
I put my head down on his couch after this and started to nap, In my dream I was aware of how unusual this permission was to just lay down my head and rest....He is so right and I get very tired fighting the fight....cause there aren’t so many out there craving togetherness.
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